WOW!

ok...its been a long time since ive updated.i just never get on the computer anymore.with juggling a job n school,it gets difficult to find extra time.but as most of you know...i bRoKe Up with my BF(josh).i broke up with him the beginning of August.we fell in LoVe and he was my FIRST LOVE!but things started changing.he started changing.he was just too immature and very irresponsible.SomEtiMes it felt like I was BaBySiTtInG him!it didnt work!but i got a job and im workin at SONIC in K2C!it SuX!!!i wanna leave but i gotta find another job FiRsT!SO your probably Wandering WhAtS NEW?!right?!.well im without my car til december bc the BARRINS in th EnGiNe went out!!!!so now i HAVE to REPLACE THE WHOLE ENGINE!!!!!i miss my car!!!i also got a NeW PhOnE!!!im not gonna give you the  NuMbEr unless YoU ASK!!!then i met mikey and he treated me so good but i broke up with him bc he's too BUSY.now he keeps CaLlInG me saying that he is sorry and he says that hes gonna quit his job and get a better one.BUT IDK WHAT TO DO!!!I like being single AND i wanna MeEt new people!!!so you know...if ANYONES iNtErEsTeD...you know who ta call,lol jk.but it does Get KiNdA LONELY being SINGLE!!!and IM SORRY if i cant comment EVERyone back...im just a busy person.but HUGS~N~KISSES to ALL MUH FRIENDSXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOAMBER

Currently Listening Unpredictable By Jamie Foxx see related

the poem of the week for this week is called

            IT"S TOUGH TO BE A TEENAGER

        It's tough to be a teenager,no one really knows
        what the pressure is like in school,this is how it goes.
        I wake up every morning,and stare into this face
        I wanna be good lookin',but i feel like a disgrace.
  My friends they seem like me,if i follow through with their dare
       but when i try to be myself,they never seem to care.
       My mom,well she keeps saying,i gotta make the grade
       While both my parents love me(not),it slowly seems to fade.
       It seems like everyone i know is trying to be so cool
      And every time i try,i end up just a fool
 I've thought about taking drugs,i really dont want to you know
       but i just dont fit in,and it's really startin' to show.
       Maybe if i could make the team,I'll stand out in the crowd
       If they could see how hard i try,i know they would be proud.
       You see im still a virgin,my friends they can't find out
   Cause if they really knew the truth,i know they'd laugh and shout
  Sometimes i really get so low,i want to cash it in
My problems really aren't so bad,if i think of how life's been.
       Sometimes im really lost,and wonder what to do
       I wonder where to go,who can i talk to.
    It's tough to be a teenager,sometimes life's not fair

anyways....nothin really to say except that im going to PrOm w/POKEY!!he's so AwEsOmE!!!but im also goin to the prom in tahlequah(tha day after)!!!!!AHHHHH!!!im going to be SO warn out.lol.&& i dont really know what im doing this wkend....it all just depends on how bad im feeling(cuz im really sick).it SUX!!!but ima get off here so leave BUNCHES&&TONS&&BUNCHES&&TONS of CoMmEnTs!!!!!PeAcE>>>LOL *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~<3amber

StArTiNg NoW>>>im going to do a "PoEm Of ThE WeEk"!this is a really GrEaT poem N EVERY! should READ IT!!!!!!!!ANd this week its:

REMEMBER ME?
My name is GOSSIP.
I have no respect for justice.
I maim without killing.I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning,malicious and gather strength with age.
The more I am quoted,the more I am believed.
I flourish at every level of society.
My victims are helpless.They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face.
To track me down is impossible.The harder you try,the more elusive I become.
I am nobody's friend.
Once I tarnish a reputation.it is never the same. 
I topple governments and wreck marriages.I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights,heartaches and indigestion,I spawn suspicion and generate grief.I make innocent people cry in their pillows.Even my name hisses.
  I am called GOSSIP.Office gossip-Shop gossip-Party gossip-Telephone gossip.I make headlines And HeAdAcHeS.REMEMBER,before you repeat a story,ask yourself:IS it TRUE?Is it FAIR?Is it NECESSARY??If not,DO NOT REPEAT IT.>>>KEEP QUIET!!!
  GREAT minds discuss ideas....Average minds discuss events...Shallow minds discuss people...WHICH ARE YOU???

aNyWaYz...GUESS WHAT??!!!I got asked to the CaToOsA PROM!!!im excited that i got asked but there's just 1 PrObLeM>>>IM already goin to prom w/my best guy friend who i grew up w/ n its the day after ours!!!ive had so many ppl offer me dresses but ill still have to get my hair n makeup done 2 days in a row!!so if anybody is really good or has any ideas tell me.b/c i have to talk my mom into it,lol.NeWHO>>>I AM SO STRESSED OUT ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!i took a self-inventory quiz thing for health n safety n i scored 9pts!!!the lowest group was 11 && under!!IT TOLD ME TO SEEK MEDICAL HELP!!thats the problem tho>>>i dont have time!!im extremely busy.i have about 8 differ ppl wanting to do stuff w/me this wkend.but i think ill end up going to tori's sat. night n goin to the beach n just havin every1 go there,lol.HOPEFULLY it will relieve all this STRESS>like today>>>I have homework n 4 subjects!!!!but this post is extremely LONG so ima go.LEAVE BUNHES OF COMMENTS.I LOVE ALL MUH FRIENDS!!!!PeAcE~*~*~*~*MuAh!!

ok...1st thing>>>for the guys who want to hang out n go out w/me(not mentioning names)...the answer is No.i just got out of a relationship && im not ready to jump into another 1.im single n loving it.i mean we can hang out but as friends.AnYwAyZ>>>im sry i havent been commenting ppl back,i havent even been home all wkend.but i found out that muh cousin got into a CAR WRECK!!!!he was driving back from mexico(SPRING BREAK)w/his friend when they tried to pass a driver.WeLl..the driver sped up n my cousin HAD to get back over n the BaCk of his car hit the front of the other guy...WhIcH caused my cousins car to flip 5 times across the highway,WENT into a drop off N THREWmy cousin OUT OF THE CAR at least 20FT!!!!n acouple MORE TIMES!!!the mexican hospital said there wAs NOTHING WRONG so my aunt(his mom)picked him up n brung him back home.then he started having trouble walking n hurting.the doctor here said that he SPLIT his PELVIS and dissconnected the lunbar which caused some of his lower VeRtIbRe'S to slip around.he went into surgery @7:30 this morning n got n got out around 1:30,2:00pm everything is ok.if a WRONG nerve was touched>>>then he would have been PARALYZED FOR LIFE!!!LUCKILY that didnt happen.NOW EvErY1 knows why i wont get into a vehicle w/out a SEATBELT!!!ive had a friend die n 1,my mom lost my little bro. when she was pregnant,n my cousin was almost paralyzed.So DONT EVER make fun of me again for wearing a seatbelt,please,lol.so my wkend was pretty sad but i went to tina's n 2 a party sat. night.i hung out w/some of my friends n that helped to take my mind off everything.but i wrote ALOT so ima go.LEAVE TONS OF COMMENTS>LuV yA>>><<<PEACE OUT>